My mystery.

Its so difficult to be in love. Or even for that matter fall in love. High school sweethearts can be a emotional roller coaster. The hardest part is one day when you think your life is just right and you have everything figured out someone or something changes everything and you head begins to spin. It's like everything in your life wasn't what you expected, you were living underneath a shelter and now it needs to be broken but your scared of changing your life. Your dream is staring you straight into your eyes but someone next to you is whispering its not worth it, stay here, just live a normal life. Then the new and extraordinary new meaning in your life is screaming take the chance you only live once. This mystery is everything you ever hoped for in your life. They feel the same about art, history, meanings, than you have always felt. It is as if your whole life you have known this mystery but at the same time you know nothing about it. A mystery that has come into your life wants you to leave everything you have ever known and run away from it all, just take the chance with it and see what your life could become. I guess the only question there is to answer....Will I take the chance or live a average life?

The opening.

Senior year just started, and I honestly have to say it is more complicated then just learning how to tie your shoe lace. From college applications to spirit day, you are constantly busy with wonders about the future. Will you get into the college you want? Will you marry your high school sweet heart? What will your first real job be like? All of these questions flowing through your head like a ship caught between the perfect storm. It gets harder and harder everyday but all you have to do is turn your head around and see your friends going through the exact same situation. I guess in the end everything really does happen for a reason. The friends that are really there for you will stay your friends through college. The ones that are not well the heck with them. All that matters is that your Senior year turned out the way you wanted it to and the memories will truly last forever. Looking at a yearbook the picturing of each event comes back to you. But I want my Senior year to be surrounding my thoughts all the way to the time I have my first child. And that will be far away you can count on that one.

This blog will be my diary for my senior year. My thoughts, actions, emotionally hazards will stand posted on each and every computer. Hopefully this will give each man and woman the chance to either live out there high school senior year over again or give the person a chance to know exactly how there senior year will be.